Trip to Umrah (10/5/17-21/5/17)

Trip to Umrah (10/5/17-21/5/17)

Assalamua’laikum Readers!

How’s everyone? Hopefully, all is well.

Anws, I just came back from my Umrah trip 2 days ago. I enjoyed myself there and if were given a chance/opportunity .. I would love to go back there, again. It was a nice experience although, I didn’t manage to join the last 2 Tawaf due to menses. But its okay. Maybe, it is a sign to go back there, one day.

When i was there, I got to experience so many things. The moment i stepped into Masjid Nabawi —> Ar-Raudhah (managed to perform solah and du’a despite being pushed and it was super packed with other pilgrims from all over the world) —> Went to a few historical places —> Mecca and etc.

And each time, i went over to their historical places, I shared my experiences with my bf. Took photos for him to see and look at. At the same time, it is also nice when your partner shared his knowledge about Islam and our prophet, Nabi Muhammad saw. I learnt a lot from him too. —> guess, moving on was the right thing to do.

Okay, I shall let the photos do the talking, aite? Sorry if the photos are too small to see. (click to enlarge)

Oh ya when I was there, its like whatever I prayed for were being answered —> referring to JODOH.

  1. Our HLE got approved
  2. We applied for a house the moment it launched.
  3. My parents approved our plans

Ma Shaa Allah. He has arranged everything perfectly for us and I am really grateful to Allah swt.

As of now, we are waiting for our house ballot number and appointment, and then .. we shall discuss what is the next step.




Assalamua’laikum Readers!

Everyone (including my extended family/friends) is quite curious with whom I’m dating right now. Lol.

Well, in my previous post, I did mention his initial which is Mr. W.

Okay, I shall share how/where I met this guy.

We knew each other from the YEAR 2014. Yes, 3years ago! From where? In Facebook! Cant recall how we started the conversation but yup, we did chat. The best part, we have never met, not even once. Obviously, I jual mahal, you can say that la. Haha! Each time he asked me out on a date, I always give him 101 excuses. Moreover, i was still not over my ex-fiance (ex bf back then). When I got engaged, member teros senyap kan diri. Literally senyap kan diri! Imagine that. 

Sampai la I putus tunang, dia muncul balek macam tau-tau aje. Haha! And only then, I gave him a chance to meet me when he volunteered to fetch me from work. Niat tu hanya berkawan jek. We didn’t expect to fall for each other pon. *inserts emoji KETAWA*.

He is one who constantly reminds me of Allah swt. And that’s what a lady wish for. Finding someone whom you know can guide you to Jannah. No? Someone who has visions/goals and mission in life. Someone you know you can rely on, someone who makes you happy, someone whom you can annoy everyday or get annoyed with. Someone you know who loves you just by looking into his eyes. Someone who is responsible and many others. I saw his effort in meeting me, his sacrifices to make our future work and etc. I’m really thankful to Allah for making our path crossed. I really appreciate having him in my life now (its not as though I didn’t appreciate my previous one .. but ya). I really appreciate him.

Every single one of us has our flaws and im not saying that he is perfect. He is imperfect but he is worthy of love and belonging.  Imperfection is lovable. I am glad that I can be who I am when I’m with him. Heh.

Okay, otak da jam, dunno what to type anymore.

Image may contain: 1 person, textHe attended my Advanced Dip graduation on the 4/5/17.

Image may contain: 2 people, people smiling, closeup and indoorOur first wedding together as a couple ke? Lol.

Image may contain: 15 people, people smiling, people standing and outdoorHis bunch of friends. His family. #Altoaura

Alrights, till then. Shall post again some other time.

P.S: Leaving for umrah tomorrow. Pray for me and gonna miss my Boy Sepet. See ya in 10days!

Moving on.

Moving on.

Assalamua’laikum Readers,

When was the last time I blogged? 2 month ago! So many things happened within this short period of time, but if I were to start blogging about it, akak rasa .. besok agaknya baru abes baca (k fake!). Lol.

Previously, I did mention about my ex fiance & I planned to get back together. Well, its obvious that we didnt make it as per title.

Yes, I moved on. Reason why? I shall keep it to myself.

Image result for jodoh itu rahsia allah quote

“Even how much you planned and wanting him to be your future partner, when He said its not meant to be yours, its not gonna be yours.”

I am truly amazed how Allah swt actually aturkan jalan hidup kita, nicely arranged and at a perfect timing and with someone you least expect.

Amidst of me picking up pieces of my broken heart, someone came into my life. I shall name him, Mr. W.

Let me cut the story short.

  1. Mr W. always appear randomly but at the timing either when I’m having problems or after a breakup with my ex fiance (gf/bf back then). And now this? —> like he knew I was in a difficult phase in life at the point of time. Coincident much?
  2. When Mr W told me that we are at the age whereby we should start thinking of settling down and not main-main. (YASSS!)
  3. We are always on the same page to almost EVERYTHING!
  4. When he told me that he solat istikharah .. He cried/prayed to Allah swt that he is so bersyukur that i came into his life. 
  5. When I told Mr W. my problem which is, I dun wish to lose a huge sum of money to my ‘decor+caterer’ that I engaged for my “supposed-to-be-wedding” —> the caterer that I engaged is Mr W’s family (maternal’s). *inserts emoji* Adakah ini satu petanda?

You feel me, now?

Mr W and I got so comfortable with each other, that we actually start planning out some things. I know its too fast but I believe that He has arrange someone better for me, for my future with a purpose and that person is, Mr W.

Alhamdulillah for Allah swt has made our path crossed, and In Shaa Allah, this would be the last. #doakanyangbaik2




Life. Alhamdulillah, so far so good. I have accepted the fact that we are not meant to be, NOW. That is what is being arranged by Him, the Almighty. There is wisdom behind everything that had happened.

  1. We didn’t apply a house (ended up with a break up)
  2. Earthquake that happened in NZ (our supposed-to-be honeymoon destination .. who knows something might happen to us when we are there?)
  3. etc

These could be the possibilities.

Upset? Of course. But Alhamdulillah it happened.

But the reason to our ‘break up’ is never about a third party. The feeling for each other never fade. We still do keep in touch; he will either text/call me. We still meet up once awhile. So, I just pray and hope that one day .. He will still be the one meant for me. #doakanyangbaik2.


Im back!

Im back!

Assalamua’laikum readers.

Its been weeks since I last post. I just came back from my Dubai trip on Tuesday night, and to be honest, it was AWESOME! I shall post the photos some other time.

The activities we did were … indescribable. It was just too fun! From Burj Khalifa on the first day to Yellow Boat on the second, next to Desert Safari for the third, Shopping on the fourth and Abu Dhabi on the fifth day.

The experience in Abu Dhabi was a thumbs up. We were in awed when we saw and entered the ‘Sheikh Zayed Grand Mosque’. Super nice and super GRAND. Wow!

But despite the days I was in Dubai, like I told you in my previous post .. I was supposed to get married. I was a lil upset but I managed to distract myself with all the activities there. Alhamdulillah.

Wanted to sidetrack … but maybe, I shall post about it some other time. Macam takda link gitu if i were to talk about other things. Haha!

19th November 2016

19th November 2016

2weeks to the date above. The date I am supposed to get married but instead, called off the wedding last month.

So, basically, I cant wait for my BIG TRIP to DUBAI which is less than 14days! I really need the vacation badly just to avoid feeling so shitty on that day itself. Flying off on the 16th. Goodbye +65 for the next 5days.

I’m already feeling so sad and “depressed” right now thinking of the DATE, what more when the date arrives. Sigh.

Hoping that 2017 will be a better year.

P.S: There are things that are not meant to be shared. Only I know what happened for the past weeks.

Till then.